Im turning this blog into a journal of my time at home due to a injury at work. I find this alot of help getting through this hard time.

OK there will be alot art stuff here but also random babbling about my thoughts and feelings. Beware sometimes it will be sad, boring or happy.

My day consist of doing alot of journaling, drawing and painting,tv, movies and knitting.

I watched alot of Americain Pickers, wow they have a great job going city buying junk for resale. They really find some cool stuff to resale. I also watched alot of Pawn shop, people always think they will get alot for money from selling stuff, wronggggg.

I did two pastel pictures yesterday, one of a Suzi Blu girl and a dragon for my counselor,, yes I have depression. Today I hope I find out about if and when I get my temp disability check, Im scared right now I have only a few days coming on my next paycheck,3 infact an thats already promised. I have worked 21 years at the same job and here I am in really bad shape. Im going to loose my phone soon if I dont get some money. Ok enough about the money.

I was so burned out at work a few weeks ago , I needed some time off but not like this. My knee hurts Im just getting where I can walk with crutches in my house, in pain. dont get out of the house much. I go to PT 3 times a week. I get a MRI Thursday, and Friday I go back to the specialist, Im so lonely people from work I guess forgot me or I guess didn't care to begin with,