I kinda ran out of money on the remodeling and im pretty depressed anyway. I guess I should be thankful I have a home now. Im trying hard to make it home for my son.

On a different note. Im very sad my relationshiped ended. I knew it wouldnt last forever but it hurts real bad. It wasnt a very healthy thing in the first place. I feel like never leaving the couch. Im so lonely and I feel so trapped no friends ,no support system. I guess I should thank the powers that be,that it ended, I want to move on so bad but keep sinking in the sand.

I redid alittle spice cabinet, it was 70 funky style but it now shabby chic white kinda. Its cool . Im kind into shabby chic,,all things white. I keep telling myself it takes time,i ts more fun to do a little at a time. That way I dont get overwhelemed.

happy fourth of july..