I fell alittle it better today. I did have a major meltdown this morning. I baked some yummy blueberry and walnut bread. It turned out very good and I even cleaned up after myself. I took a loaf over to the kids, number 3 loved it but no one else did. Thats ok cause more for me lol. It is nice for something to taste good. I have had a stomach bug for about a week.ewwww Being on crutches in Walmart with the runs is not a good thing.
I am very very discouragged about my art. I got a 77 on my assignment,mmmm so -so I guess. I think Im going to try to play with some fabric now.I got rid of my old sewing machine. Might get me one of those cheapy walmart ones. I got a bag of scraps from the thrift shop today really cute stuff. I dont want to get into collecting fabric , nope, no way.
I might start doing my nails, fake ones,etc. I did get some new ideas, to spend my time.. I still am having trouble with my knew. I tried the wii but I have little to no balance,and my knee locks up. Im down to one crutch now. Im really worried I will fall . Im trying to use both legs but its still kinda painful. Later tonight
Shaun comes home. It stinks just being here with my brother. Now my son does not have a car, his dad hit a deer.
Ok ok enough of the negative stuff. I am going to try the law of attraction stuff. I wrote a poem on my wall.I need to get rid of the feeling of being invisible. its pretty good I think. My poems are like my art, to just si down and do it is not very good but when it comes spontaneous and from my heart its damn good.
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