I love doing art. It keeps me sane most the time but it bothers me when people judge my art or lack of art skill. Im a mediorce artist at best. Sometime I amaze my self and can not believe I painted or drew it. Then the other 90% of the time I thinking my dog could do a better job. I was sitting here today going through my art supply. I dont have alot of stuff just basic paints,water color arclyic, pastels,lots of drawing pencils,some scrapbookie stuff. I want to order more but money is tight. I feel like Im wasting my time and money doing art. Ok I feel that today. I guess my stomach is getting ready to blow with an ulcer and im not feelign well.
I really work hard on a swap bot project and get a so so response.That set me back a long ways. I had total artist blockage today but I took a break and ate something and I did really well I think finishing.
I made a crochted rug this weekend out of old sheets. My son said it looks like a flower. Its really messed up but i love it. Im learning as I go. Im thinking I would rather do bigger and more practicle things with my art.
On to the next thing. Wow I joined paltalk ,I learned about it from a friend. I get really lonely I need to look at better rooms there. Lots of pervs.
I started my garden but I thnk it was to soon plus I have tons of stuff in my house,. its to cold.Im trying to keep it all alive till i can take it outside.
