good ending to a crappy day

yeah i finally got  water in my house. Long story but it was so nice to be able to get dishes done,shower... still have a pretty good leak dripping but a bucket will fix it. For goodness sakes ,a little drip shouldn't kill me . Any way I heard a interview with Suzi Blu,,yeahhhh  I love her. Her life has been less then perfect but I love her advice. It really has helped me to feel good about myself. I'm a loner ,and its ok. I live in less then desirable places but I always fix them up and then move on,that's ok .Between her and Pink,they have helped me more then I think years of counseling. Its ok to be me. Wow I should be sleeping I worked 16 hours ,got one hour of sleep then off to work I go In about 2 hours. The next few days are going to be hard at work, extra hours, different shifts and inspections..sigh  when do i get my raise??????something is not right with that but any way ...relax ,breathe and move on.

art and anxiety

I always said  art saved my life well not so much anymore. I do come home on a Tuesday am at * am from a midnight shift this being my 3 rd shift of the week  very stressed and sketch out something, it does relieve my stress. Wow I wish something would get rid of this anxiety I have.

Its very cold here in wyoming. I cant wait for spring. I think thats is alot of my problems the  winter weather. I guess there is nothing I can do about but dress warm and dream of nicer weather


The Law of Attraction Im studying it and trying to put it in affect for my life.